I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
Push it down inside, but it knows just where to hide
I know that "normal" is hard to fake
There's a stain on my hand and it's red.
Oh my God am I losing it.
Trapped in yourself, break out instead
Beat the machine that works in your head
Now my chest is tight, no, I am not all right
Why dose it have to be this way
For the time that I've been given
I am what I am